hi. i don't know if you know this, but clothing and beauty product companies often send free stuff out to bloggers who have lots of traffic - so they can review the clothing, stuff like that. you might try contacting some of those companies and just asking them if they have any products or clothes they'd like you to review. i'm sorry you're feeling down, if there's anything i can do to help, i'd be glad to.

Yes, I know I could contact them but I feel a bit… weird about it. I think I fear the obligation I would feel if I were sent free items! Like, I was sent this bunch of random beauty products months ago, without even knowing why or who it came from and it was just awful. I was going to do a whole post about it but then thought I’d be blacklisted to blogger obscurity.